Sunday, February 6, 2011

Pain and Suffering....

Well, I'm sure you're all wondering what the heck has happened to me over the last few weeks... Oh, that's right, no one reads this! :)  But, if you are, I'll let you in on the details.  Basically I have 6 1/2 weeks until Jett gets here (on March 24th) and it can't go fast enough!  I have SPD (Symphysis Pubis Dysfunction).  The short explaination for that is that my pelvis has seperated too far because of my back to back pregnancies and I'm in pain 24/7.  I can't lay down so I'm sleeping on the couch and "sleeping" is really relative at this point.  It's been pretty frustrating to not be able to get up and down easily and playing with the girls is very hard for me now.  I feel like I'm missing out on a lot of stuff and I just keep thinking that having 3 under 3 will actually be easier than this!!!  
Anyway, the Lord is definitely working on my attitude through all of this.  I know that ultimately He is in control and has slowed me down and given me this time to acknowledge His sovereignty and goodness regardless of our circumstances.  
I honestly can't wait to get off this hard wooden chair that I'm sitting on to type this so goodbye for now.  I have my cell if you want to text... that's the easiest for me these days.  
Love you all!
Di

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